Please help

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October 15
I'm sorry I've been so quiet, I barely have energy for anything these days - just going to the kitchen makes me go out of breath and the doctor still don't know what is wrong (though she seem to have given up). I did get in enough to buy my medicine for my other medical issues so I am so grateful for that. I still don't have a job, closest thing was a phone interview with Doctors without borders but got a nope today through e-mail. My food supply is dwindling and I have no money for food. It is mostly shit here, I hope you all are doing much much better.

September 28

I am mind blown and lost for words for all the help I have gotten. I will write a more proper journal post tomorrow or Tuesday. As of right now I should have enough to cover my bills (if I calculated correctly), if I would be lucky to get around 400 sek more I can buy my medicine too but if that doesn't happen I will at least know I have a roof over my head for the coming month.

September 23
Within days I need to pay my bills that are 6268 sek (877.21 usd, American dollars) and I only have on my bank account 3248 sek (454.66 usd) which means I am missing around 3000 sek (420 usd) to pay my rent, insurance, electricity and internet.

I can't sleep at night because I stress so much, I have no idea how to get the rest of the money. My parents have already helped me. I am so scared of being homeless.

It has gotten worse since a bunch of my money I had went to doctors and medicines since I am not well at the moment (no, doctors still don't know what is wrong).

If you have any money to spare please either donate to my paypal: carin@caja-art.se or maybe buy something in my etsy shop. If you are Swedish you can also donate by asking for my bank account number.

If you don't have any money to spare maybe talk to friends and family and see if anyone can help. I am beyond desperate. I need to have paid all my bills by next Tuesday and right now I don't even have enough to pay my rent.

I will make sure to give back somehow, in any way I can. I am hoping this will be solved by the end of October so I can finally get some unemployment money and not live like this, barely having anything to eat and being forced to sell off clothes and furniture. I'm so tired of always being hungry.

Thank you,
Carin



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Oussika's avatar
Hi petrova, I'm really sorry to read all that (and so late also) as I've been quite busy with problems myself. You were quite supportive when I was going bad a while back and I'd like to do the same. Unfortunately I don't quite know what to do as, a bit like everybody else, I'm quite short on cash myself. I will check your esty later as I'm looking for a present for my grandma's birthday.

As for the tiredness, did you do a full blood check? Because at 26 years old, it was finally found out that my red blood cells were too small and not numerous enough, hence my blood wasn't carrying enough oxygen for any effort (... eventhough I did ballet, field hockey and that sort of stuff while I was younger)...