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Petite Caja
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I like the beauty of the ugly, of the decay, the ordinary. To prove that just because you pass it by for something ordinary or ugly it doesn't mean it is. I want to show the sides that other people don't.

I want to show what other people miss, that dying leaf or that burnt flower... I want to give a place for those who aren't seen. I want to show you the broken, the dying, the sad, the hopeless in nature.

I want to show the beauty no matter if it's a perfect flower or a crooked one.

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Etsy stamp by reavel


When you thought the universe really couldn't fuck you over no more then something else happens and you realise that sure it can, it is never an end to this fuck fest that is my life.

Today I wasn't feeling well and the weather was royally pissy outside with so much rain even buses ware cancelled. Finally I dragged myself to the basement to check on my stuff and before I had even opened the door to the basement it was already like 5 cm of water. In the actual basement and in my storage it was 5-10 cm of water.

Thanks to my ex/bff I did no longer have my pallets which would have made all my stuff save from the water. When going through the boxes in water I also realised that even more of my stuff have been snatched by his friends than I thought before. I am also worried about the fact I mostly only found my ex/bff's festival t-shirts and like few of mine in our joint box, which clearly had been rummaged through.

Right now I have photos (awesomely enough those that do not have a negative) and art all over my apartment hanging and lying on magazines and towels to dry. I really hope most of it can be saved.

First thing I saw down there was a memory box of mine. I couldn't bring myself to take with me the box with trinkets and memories from an ex which was half submerged in water, I just moved it to a dry place because seeing what is ruined in there will break my heart (for example all the poetry that has never been digitalised).

I don't know what kind of karma I've brought on to deserve this fuck fest but I am so tired of fighting. Just this week it has been websites going down because they haven't been transferred before they  expired (also thanks to my ex/bff) and now this. And this isn't even the first time my stuff in the basement have been through hell, June last year it was smoke damaged due to a fire.

Reality check

One of the things that have touched me most in life, I wish I could tell him/her that :heart:

To YOU, yes YOU!

Interact Stamp + Plz by UnicornRealityI want you to succeed by HarmonicSonicBe Yourself by fear-the-brillianceStamp for Prints for Panzi by IntelligentZombie

Panzi hospital

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“What we do for ourselves dies with us. What we do for others and the world remains and is immortal.” ~Albert Pine


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Rhen-sama Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Student Filmographer
tack för laman!! Llama Love 
Quenixy Featured By Owner Edited Aug 19, 2014
Jag fattar inte varför du inte har Deviousness Award än?? Du förtjänar ju verkligen den :la: 
LimLam Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Tjenare! :dummy:
petrova Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2014  Hobbyist
Hej :la:
LimLam Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Jag fyller år imorgon. 18 år. :D
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